Worrying about what people think has been something I’ve done pretty much my whole life, I probably came out of the womb worried that people would think I was too late or too early (I was actually ten days late, soz Carol, hun.)
I worry about how my words and actions could affect people. Did I make them mad? Have I upset someone? Does everyone hate me? I feel guilty all the damn time. I worry about how people perceive me. Are they looking at my body and judging? Are they thinking my outfit sucks? Are they thinking I look like an absolute twat. Probably yes on the latter lols.
When I started writing my blogs, I was so worried about what people would think. Would they think I’m stupid? Would they think I’m trying to be someone I’m not? Would they think my blogs suck? If you do, I think you suck so there! Ner ner!
With every sentence I wrote, I was scared what the feedback would be with people I knew. It always took me so long to write because I kept changing things up to please everyone or to be the person they thought I was rather than just being who I am. I'm bad shit crazy, I'm outspoken, I can be a little weird but I am also an amazing, caring person and an absolute delight.
Now I write pretending no one is going to see it but also wishing and hoping that everyone reads it and it goes viral, jokes, kind of.
We can’t live our lives for everyone else. People’s opinions stop so many of us doing so many things. We scrutinise every photo we post to social media, every outfit we wear, every word we say in fear of what other people think. Fuck those people and do what you want.
Life is too freaking short. Haters gonna hate, it’s what they do. I think it’s what they live for the absolute dickheads.
When I wrote my book, which is available to pre-order now in case I forgot to tell you. I had to really ignore my thoughts of what people would think reading it. I wanted to write it freely and honestly. I feel I am funnier speaking my truth lols.
There’s always going to be someone out there that hates on what you do. You have to think the hell with them and do it anyway. Do it how you want to and everyone else can get fucked. Let’s really give them something to squint their faces and bitch at.
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